I haven't written anything in a while. Not so much because I don't have anything to say, but more because I have so many things on my mind, I can't keep them all straight. I feel like I'm brain has been put in a blender and then gotten stuck on fast forward. Usually, one part of my life goes berserk at a time, but lately, there is no respite from the chaos.
Last week, I was so flustered that I canceled my shrink appointment because I was so busy that just going to one more appointment, even one that's supposed to help, was stressing me out. Luckily, my shrink is understanding.
This weekend is a holiday weekend, and I'm hoping it will be one of rest and regeneration. If it's not, I'll have to check into my padded suite at Sunny View Asylum or call in unconscious to work for a week.